it's been a while since I last wrote here...I'm quite surprised 'cos I used to write every single thing that my little mind had inside it, most of the time, things that were very important to me.. these pages had become my diary... but now I don't have time to write here anymore... a lot of things have changed this summer and the months after.. my life turned upsidedown, again, in a few moments... now it's new school, new school mates, new teahcers, new methods, new friends, new things to do... It's better this way 'cos I finally can do some thing that I always wanted to do or that I'm forced to do.. but I feel I'm not wasting my time like I used to do last year.. but on the other side I miss something, and I don't know what this something is... I'm usig all my forces to face these changes, that are happening to me again and again... this year has exausthed me and now I have to study and repeat some thing that I already studied last year, and that pisses me off a bit, even tough now I understand them better and I can get higher grades... anyway, I've changed places and friends who I'm going out with now and I'm getting used to the new environments =) I'm also into talking in english, as u can see, with my new schoolmate Sarah XD lol ... it's too cool...

I stopped seeing those who I was going out with this summer, eaven my bestfriends.. we hardly hear or see eachother and that's a bit frustrating...hope it'll change..in the meantime I'm trying to cheer up cos the weather's becoming garyer and grayer every day so I'm becoming melancholycal... so many touhts pass along my mind... so many memories, some are nice, some horrible, sometimes old images slide in front of my eyes, and few of them are about our two angels... two of our dearst friends that died unfairly in these two years and I'm still trying to understand why...and then there are more and more memories that unfortunatly won't repeat ever again.. that's why the're so precious to me...

anyway halloween's near and I can't wait for friday night to come... I hope some music and alcohol will help me out..( not that i'm an alcoholic lol) ♥__

ok I bored u enough with my teghe mentali XD...  have to go and study now...

bye all

 

ps. a special kiss for my old class.... 3L  love u all!